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Wednesday 11th November 2009, 2:35 AM

Well I finally got a response from Ross, he just "wants to be friends" and im not his type. there's not a lot i can say to that in all honesty... echoing what i said the other day, Ross has been the first person that realistically could of been someone i really felt comfortable with and had everything i craved in a person, i feel rather redundant not being able to give the same back. I really bothers me, immensely, that i can never find the ideal guy, the one time that something could of materialised...

It would of been great, talking about plans to possibly get a place together, go bars and coffees and meals, i'd do anything in my physical power to make sure he would be happy, making him smile would be everything i could wish for since he is a real sweet guy.

Sometimes you feel that the intensity of someone response can keep you in suspense, but im not sure that its something you always want to hear.
 

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