Remaining weeks and a tease at hand... Thursday 17th July 2008, 12:45 AM
This is the last time i ever meet a person whos in a relationship for a friendly drink!
Im coming to the last days of my uni and so far ive managed to becoeme broke, still saving up for John and hawaii, Been to prode which was crap this year, and meet a guy.
I cant mention any names, and have to keep the description loose but hes an amazing guy, hes everything i want in someone, intelligence, ambition, self-sustainable, and is quite pleasing for the eyes too which brings me to my next point...
When someone is looking for someone who is good looking, to have a relationship with or to have a bit of fun with, it doesnt make someone shallow at all. If we go back to the core basics of mating, a peacock will show off its feathers to entice the male, and the male will go the the one hes most attracted to, this is a basic animal instinct, and is seen in many other animals, i hate to be called shallow for looking someone whos nice to look at. so next time you call someone shallow and make them feel bad, please realise its an animal instict!
Anyway back to this guy, Hes got all of his morals in the right place and i love the fact hes so masculine, its great to see, and hes a funny character, the situations complex since hes already taken, and as much i like seeing him, it becoming a problem for me now since I spend too much time thinking about time with him.
Moving on, soho pride is on this month, I hope its going to be better than London pride, but the way to plan it, is have no plan at all! Moneys a nightmare, and i had to go right out of my way at work to speak to my department manager over my section manager to convince him that my performance has increased immensely at work. he gave me a "gesture" pay rise, to show that he has noticed some improvement, but would still like to see me working my arse off, and most likely not talk unless its directed at putting money in the till.
I mean ive only got great customer service skills, noted by many managers, Passed Selling academy, so i can sel throughout the department, can answer 98% of techincal questions, am one of the more flexible people in the department, what more do you want from more. Frankly im a little bit pissed off, that ive had to work so hard, to prove ive worked hard. its rediculous, I shouldnt have to reason so hard and prove myself when ive spent so much time, training, and going out of my way to become what I am today.
which brings me to my next point...
Moneys a nightmare, and i had to go right out of my way at work to speak to my department manager over my section manager to convince him that my performance has increased immensely at work. he gave me a "gesture" pay rise, to show that he has noticed some improvement, but would still like to see me working my arse off, and most likely not talk unless its directed at putting money in the till.