Synchronization Wednesday 10th December 2008, 2:09 AM
You know, when me and paul first met, I predicted the best, he was with brad and I was with Dan, I thougt that yuoa was going to be a milestone in my life. My mate had found someone cute and I found someone that was phenominal. Dan was everything I needed and Paul was all that I needed, he's. A great guy and that's all I need to describe in words.
We went out for the Tuesday social but sometimes you have to realize that 3 is a crowd, I'm looking around and see Ryan and Paul having a nice time. Chris and his mate are having a nice time. Everyones having a great time together, but for some reason I felt out of place.
Alex is a guy really like although he's I out of the country at the moment. Dan (ironicly a different person) is someone I am quite interestsed in too, but for me I'm just taking things as they come and see how they go.
I don't want to be selfish and resent Paul as a mate since be has something that I crave for, I just wish I has the optios he has. I think the best sotuation would be for me and him to be mates with another half each. I just sometimes that me and him could have a laugh with someone else in mind
I don't know, sometimes things are hard to interpret, weather your there of not. I just find it's hard to find someone who I can feel for and possibly have the same back.........