Abundant Fulfilment
Wednesday 4th February 2009, 2:02 AM

Im sittin at my desk feelin rather fulfilled but still empty though. Ive managed to do everything i need to do, ive cleaned, answered emails, built a snowman in this weather, had a small clearout, ive decorated, and now i have a week off.

Me and Antony have been going out for over a month now, and i am so happy to be with him, in his company, in his arms, anywhere, as long as im with him. We've unintentionally done quite a lot together too, Hes met my Mum and Dad, at our new years party, Most of my mates, weve been to bars and a club so far, we've also decorated the small box room together too.

I hardest thing for me is to understand his point of view sometimes, since i have always dated and been out with guys older than me. I just put myself in a position where i was in his shoes. Its not hard, im just not used to it. I dont think its a problem, just something im a little unused to.

He's the sweetest guy in the world, He comes and sees me whenever he has time, even today, he saw me for a couple of hours and we chilled out here, hugged and had a laugh, it was a great time. We have coffee together sometimes, and im the chef when were at mine Fortunately I havnt poisoned him yet...

I feel empty since hes not here, and i guess you could say im feeling a bit sorry for myself. He has college tomorrow, and its his final weeks before he finishes his decorating course. I really hope he passes, since he really deserves it.

We spend the weekends together and hes dropped me off at work if he has nothing else to do, he just means so much to me. I wouldnt want to be anywhere else in this world than going asleep in his arms. The single life is cool, but the taken life is better, I couldnt care if i was broke, as long as i have him with me.

- I just wish i wasnt so alone now
 

Tags: Antony, Work, Snow, Love, Relationships

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