I decided to end my relationship with Antony yesterday and feel a little down about it, moreso for him. He's such a great guy and very sensitive. We are a pretty good couple but I think we are at different places in our lives. I don't like Hurting people and it would never be an intention to cause anything negative to someone I care about.
Although I was 18 when Dan was 21, I am used to dating older people and for me im ready to do things antonys not. I want to move out and go on holidays whereas antony will be starting his first job, and staying in education for another year. He needs it, since he's got alot to offer and just needs to perfect his game,which is very similar to what I did.
I'm not saying it couldn't re-materialize but I dont want to lead him on when love isn't even on the menu, let alone what you've ordered. I think we need to stay mates and see if some sparks form. And hang out every so often.
I'm meeting antony this eve for a talk, movie and something to eat, the last thing I want to do is leave it on bad terms. Maybe we moved too fast at the start and not enough at the end, was the consistancy right? What is the model for a relationship for a good relationship?
