As i lay on the bed and see him anxious i discuss the possibility of getting together, hes very tense although at the same time he seem vunerable as if he wants someone to hold him, or at least hold me. The situation is delicate, and anything i said could of brought him to anger or tears.
We discussed it for a while and ended up agreeing that we would see each other but even at that point i felt like i wanted to cry, being so greatful that this oppurtunity has come, or that now all of my problems would have been solved. The release of stress and happiness made me feel excited and quite vunerable laying on the bed wrapped in his firm reassuring arms. As we lay there we become more relaxed, and feeling start to settle.
We started kissing beginning a whole new life together, of happiness and passion for each other, this is truly the best thing that could happen to me, We passionately make love and the feeling becomes so intense, something ive desired for so long is happening to me now, i can feel his body against mine, as i get higher, its a drug, something you dont want to stop, the feeling so intense and pleasurable, then....
....I wake up, I try to get Dan out of my mind, but how do i now get him out of my dreams?
Thomas Dennis
ARE YO GOING TO WORK AT ALL?
Friday 22nd June 2007, 12:08 AM
Derek Hyams
Yes, i am.....
Friday 22nd June 2007, 12:23 AM