RE:Dell: Up Close and Personal Wednesday 15th August 2007, 12:15 PM
Well you cant always get want you want and i may have gone a little too far one this one. Paul and I was chattin yesterday night and he was a little down, so i attempted to cheer him up, "Do something you enjoy" i said, something like a glass of wine, a bath, or even open the balcony and listen to the rain....
I think he was ok...
We continued to chat and arrange a date for friday, and I recommended going to soho pride together, It cant hurt can it? My mates would obviously want to come out with me, and i can imagine the same for him too.... So i suggested going out as a big group, I mean the more the merrier right??
He mentioned that I was starting to get a little scary, mentioning meeting each others mates and meeting up etc, I mean would it have been a problem to have just said 'I'd prefer us two' or something along them lines? Grr hes such a nice guy and im not sure what i feel today? let down? hurt? or positive, i mean theres plenty of guys out there right? hmmm...
I mean his username (along the lines of) Ready2Settle Kind of gave it away! you cant get more from a username than that! I dont know if i took it too fast but he said he was getting cold feet about having a relationship, and its a real shame because when i was speaking to him he kind of planned his future as if it didnt involve anyone, and i almost felt sorry for him. Some people are destined to be together and i can imagine some have a harder task of getting to know other people too... but i dont think he is is either.
He wants to see how things go and maybe meet up next week, my gut says to me that he doesnt want someone to be with which is all just a little confusing with a name like that...