Building my PC gave me some time away from max, but 24 hours later im finding myself thinking about him again. Its really irritating and I want to be motivated and lively but i find myself wanting him, i dont care where how or when, just now.
Do you ever spend time in someones arms and take it for granted? I easily did, and i feel i could spend all day in them, just feeling his warmth, and occasioanally squeezing me tight, I dont think ive felt this happy in a long time. It really doesnt help that all my friends are busy and got their own things on this weekend, all of them seemed free. I just need to be with my friends, since they where my subtle love i recieved before Max came along.
I dont know if he loves me, since declaring your love for someone is somewhat a big step to take and i have made the mistake of driving someone away too early by innocently saying i love you. I think I am falling for his masculine charm, laid back attitude and incredible smile.
Im in so much pain this evening, I just need someone to hold, i guess im going to have to settle for my pillow.
Thomas Dennis Points for the picture of Companion Cube Friday 18th April 2008, 7:35 PM
Derek Hyams HeHe, Max plays it and he got me into it, i figured out a few levels faster than he could :p not a bad game, concept is unique but hard to get your head round the first few times around.... Friday 18th April 2008, 9:13 PM
Thomas Dennis
Points for the picture of Companion Cube
Friday 18th April 2008, 7:35 PM
Derek Hyams
HeHe, Max plays it and he got me into it, i figured out a few levels faster than he could :p not a bad game, concept is unique but hard to get your head round the first few times around....
Friday 18th April 2008, 9:13 PM