What a weekend.... and more!! Monday 9th June 2008, 3:00 PM
The first time I try and get into my uni work, my email icon flashes and the past comes back and bites me in the ass. I got this email from Craig so he can get his say, it’s only fair. Although I usually wouldn’t bother, this kind of got to me that he has no recollection what he made me feel like.
Babes... it has been really interesting to see what your version of events are... and to be fair... I can see where you are coming from. My version is slightly different.... I was a little pissed off that you had followed john to the toilet to tell him you fancied him. But hey... I could get over that. I was pissed off that when John and I were on the balcony you came through from the living room and wouldn;t leave us alone. Then you had a shower an left the door open because 'the lights were out'. At this point your blatant disrespect for me was obvious. When asking ifyou guys wanted to come down the pool you said 'We'll be 20 minutes' I lost it... it was a blantant time for you guys to have sex!!!!! John and I discussed the whole situation... and to be fair... he was just a shag... but if he was just a shag I wouldn't have asked him to spend the day with me... Anyway, as I ddn't want the drama I said you guys can do what ever you wanted to do. I left you two together as I know what would happen. i was fine with it, I was just pissed off at your lack of respect. can you imagine if the tables were reversed. i would never do it to anyone... it was a completely inappropriate situaton. I then decided that our friendship could not exist... so when you came to the bar I made no effort with you. Would you with me???? I think not. Then I saw you crying. I thought something had happened to you. So I came over to console you. I asked Aaron if he thought it was over the incident and he said 'very doubtful'. When I came and sat next to you and asked if everything was ok... you started shouting at me.... Then when the police came over you said 'please help me'.... to military police and a police officer... then only thing that would achieve is me getting arrested!!! I walked away... that was the final straw! Then people in the street were telling me to leave you alone... randoms.... can you imagine how i felt? Basically I did not want this argument... and knowing me I would have forgoten the argument the next day and it would have been fine. When I woke up the next day we could see you had packed your stuff and left a note saying 'CRAIG IS TOO MUCH'. I felt really awful.. things had gotten completely out of hand. We were worried about you.... Babes, I really didn't do anything to 'test you'. I am sorry if you feel that way... I was annoyed at your behavior nothing else.... Seeing the way you are writing about John is really sweet.... I just wanted to give my version so I dont look like the big bad wolf. I would appreciate it if you could show this on your site... I do feel bad that it has gone this far... but not being represent correctly gets to me. xxx
I think Craig should control himself when he was drinking. I don’t think I’ve ever had someone shout at me like that in my life, you can cry and then you can be in excruciating pain, and they will continue to shout at you, and make you feel like you have no one to turn to, you just want to be out of view from everyone, and be alone.
I saw John quickly on the balcony once to say goodbye, as I said, I assumed it was in their best interest to get rid of John so I couldn’t see him. I tried to chat to Craig and Aaron that night, but again as I said, but they just didn’t seem interested.
Oh the lights off thing, he he, well it’s kind of hard to shower with a power cut and a glow stick, when all the light comes from the main room? And I did shut the curtain! Lol, what a stupid argument? (Although it was amusing watching john trying to peek at me)
“and to be fair... he was just a shag... but if he was just a shag I wouldn't have asked him to spend the day with me...” so does that make him a shag or not? is it bad that i find that a little amusing?!
I’m glad Craig felt ‘awful’ compared to what I felt after he tricked me, leaving me with John. Furthermore I doubt they would have been worried about me, after seeing me pack then closing the door on their bedroom, leaving me in the main room on my own, its not like they were ‘that’ worried.
Craig is too much, he’s nice one minute and everything’s cool, but you add drink to the concoction and then the emotion is multiplied! He’s a raging bull with the devils eyes, but one things for sure… “It’ll all be forgotten in the morning!”…..Maybe for you it will?
I only wonder again, why you would intentionally leave someone in a room with someone you fancy incredibly?
Have a good one, and thanks for your email! Im sure ill stay well out of you way in the future so this occasion doesnt happen again!
